

um yea
so today, i woke up and remembered i had to go to school earlier to have a talk with the school counselor(? idk if thats the right word for it; lets just say she supports all students and has files that hold information about every student at school) to talk about what will happen if i fail another year etc.
but thing is, my mom had to go with me aswell >_>
so i was like "ah no.." when i woke up. but surprisingly my mom was acting all cheery and stuff towards me, and it made me really confused but i decided to just not ask about it.
so we went to school, had the talk, i had to go to my lessons and she had to go back home again. so she told me she'd pick me up again later that day.
okay, so she came to pick me up over an hour ago or so, we went to the mall, and then home.
back home we talked a little and she was being really nice again, so i slowly asked why she has been acting so snappy towards me lately. she shrugged and said to me, "i should be the one asking
you" so i was like, "but.. i'm not doing anything wrong, in my opinion that is.. i just want to know why you've been acting like this towards me so that i can keep that reason in the back of my mind, and at least KNOW why you're so snappy towards me, and change my behavior, so we don't have to argue all the time..."
and she told me she was so sorry for acting like this and that it was her fault and she... she suddenly started crying, telling me she's completely stressed by all the debts we have to pay, and that if we don't pay 3500,- in a week, we get kicked out of the house..
and while she was sitting there and telling me all this, i couldn't do anything but stare. i couldn't even move, my entire mind was clouded by all kinds of thoughts, and for a moment i didnt know what to do anymore, and tears began to swell in my eyes but i refrained myself from crying.
she also told me she's been trying to get lend money, but most companies didn't want to let her borrow the money because she had done it before and blahblah.. idk why they make such a problem out of it, but ok.
a moment ago she came towards me with a paper, that it may be possible that she can borrow 10.000,- and i really hope they'll let her, because it'll help out, A LOT...
..but..
i was wondering..
if anyone.. ANYONE.. is willing to commission me..

you can have a look at my commission information journal (^link can be found at top of this journal^) for prices and such.. but they're negotiable ok.. it's just that i really need money. i know i won't be able to get 3500 euros in one week, lol, i'm not even trying to do that, i never would be able to. but i'm just trying to get some money anyways to support my mom with other stuff like buying food and such you know and pay the small bills..
i'll basically draw you anything you want me to.. like said before, prices are negotiable so you just tell me what seems a reasonable price to you and we'll probably be able to work something out really..
so yeah.. sorry for begging this much but i.. yeah.. i really want to help my mom out.
thank you for reading, and everyone that read and commented on my previous journal, also thanks because you guys really helped me out.. you are the ones that made me approach my mother again and have a talk with her.. and as you can see it worked cause i at least know the reason now..
so thanks

Devious Comments
I asked my parents but I am really not allowed to commission you
All I can do is advertise your commissions in my journal, and I will! I will try my best to help you <3
You'll get through this
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Lynn made my awesome avatar! <3
sadly, i have no money to spend... as soon as i get money, im buying a bunch of commisions!
That's terrible!
I wish i could help somehow, but i can't.
Hope it all turns out well, for you.
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Rodney McKay icon by ~dragriff.
I'm glad you were able to talk to your mom, but this is just.. I'm really sorry. We've been having financial ups-and-downs, but not as bad as this. I'll be praying for you guys, and after this I'm going to go check out your commissions journal and see how much I can give you. Gosh, I hope things get better for you guys..
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"Music is God's little reminder that there's something else besides us in this world."
from August Rush
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"Music is God's little reminder that there's something else besides us in this world."
from August Rush
I've been thinking about you all the day because I spent most of my time with my best friend (who has a... special mother) and I was worrying about you =/
Money problems are hard to dissolve, and yours seems to be very urgent, I wish your family to manage to find enough money !
I am so sorry, but I can't commission you, I spent a lot of my own money recently.
Can't your mum take out another debt that will last longer so you can pay that, not be kicked out of the house and work harder for this debt? D;;
I don't know, I just hope everything works out. <333
I will see if I can commission you. I really will try. :c
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HEYYA |D
...I feel shitty I can't help you more at the moment.
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Your dad.
WHOAHSNAP. I just went there.
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